"Happy Memories" (Image Courtesy of Wylddane Productions, LLC)
Last night, about the time I went to bed, I was fully stressed. Thoughts throughout the day brought home to me that on Monday, at the vet's office, that there would be no good or easy choices.
And, by the way, yesterday afternoon and again this morning Lulu Belle seems to be doing better. She is eating, she is drinking water, she is playing...and she purrs when petted. You know, a cat owner can tell a whole lot about what is going on with their cat by the cat litter box. Today, the usage from yesterday and during the night appeared to be more in line with what it was a month ago. Unfortunately, the urinating on the rug at the base of the stairs continues.
No, there will be no easy choices tomorrow. This morning when I did my version of meditation and prayer, I sought faith in this time when faith seems elusive. Maybe what I need is not only faith but strength as well.
I wish I could tell you that my prayer and meditation are answered and I found myself enlightened, but it is not that simple. Rather I find myself with a resolve to take this whole situation one step at a time meanwhile reminding myself it is not about me because it is about Lulu Belle and her well being. It is up to me to give to her nothing but love during this time.
No, there will be no easy choices tomorrow but there may be an answer that I do not expect. My next statement might surprise you...and you might have to be a Unity member to fully understand it: "I can't wait to see the good that is going to come out of this."
I will keep you posted.
And, by the way, yesterday afternoon and again this morning Lulu Belle seems to be doing better. She is eating, she is drinking water, she is playing...and she purrs when petted. You know, a cat owner can tell a whole lot about what is going on with their cat by the cat litter box. Today, the usage from yesterday and during the night appeared to be more in line with what it was a month ago. Unfortunately, the urinating on the rug at the base of the stairs continues.
No, there will be no easy choices tomorrow. This morning when I did my version of meditation and prayer, I sought faith in this time when faith seems elusive. Maybe what I need is not only faith but strength as well.
I wish I could tell you that my prayer and meditation are answered and I found myself enlightened, but it is not that simple. Rather I find myself with a resolve to take this whole situation one step at a time meanwhile reminding myself it is not about me because it is about Lulu Belle and her well being. It is up to me to give to her nothing but love during this time.
No, there will be no easy choices tomorrow but there may be an answer that I do not expect. My next statement might surprise you...and you might have to be a Unity member to fully understand it: "I can't wait to see the good that is going to come out of this."
I will keep you posted.
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